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We ought to consider not only that our life is daily wasting away and a smaller part of it is left, but another thing also must be taken into the account, that if a man should live longer, it is quite uncertain whether the understanding will still continue sufficient for the comprehension of things, and retain the power of contemplation which strives to acquire the knowledge of the divine and the human. For if he shall begin to fall into dotage, perspiration and nutrition and imagination and appetite, and whatever else there is of the kind, will not fail; but the power of making use of ourselves, and filling up the measure of our duty, and clearly separating all appearances, and considering whether a man should now depart from life, and whatever else of the kind absolutely requires a disciplined reason, all this is already extinguished. We must make haste then, not only because we are daily nearer to death, but also because the conception of things and the understanding of them cease first.
We ought to observe also that even the things which follow after the things which are produced according to nature contain something pleasing and attractive. For instance, when bread is baked some parts are split at the surface, and these parts which thus open, and have a certain fashion contrary to the purpose of the baker's art, are beautiful in a manner, and in a peculiar way excite a desire for eating. And again, figs, when they are quite ripe, gape open; and in the ripe olives the very circumstance of their being near to rottenness adds a peculiar beauty to the fruit. And the ears of corn bending down, and the lion's eyebrows, and the foam which flows from the mouth of wild boars, and many other things—though they are far from being beautiful, if a man should examine them severally—still, because they are consequent upon the things which are formed by nature, help to adorn them, and they please the mind; so that if a man should have a feeling and deeper insight with respect to the things which are produced in the universe, there is hardly one of those which follow by way of consequence which will not seem to him to be in a manner disposed so as to give pleasure. And so he will see even the real gaping jaws of wild beasts with no less pleasure than those which painters and sculptors show by imitation; and in an old woman and an old man he will be able to see a certain maturity and comeliness; and the attractive loveliness of young persons he will be able to look on with chaste eyes; and many such things will present themselves, not pleasing to every man, but to him only who has become truly familiar with nature and her works.
Hippocrates after curing many diseases himself fell sick and died. The Chaldæi foretold the deaths of many, and then fate caught them too. Alexander, and Pompeius, and Caius Caesar, after so often completely destroying whole cities, and in battle cutting to pieces many ten thousands of cavalry and infantry, themselves too at last departed from life. Heraclitus, after so many speculations on the conflagration of the universe, was filled with water internally and died smeared all over with mud. And lice destroyed Democritus; and other lice killed Socrates. What means all this? Thou hast embarked, thou hast made the voyage, thou art come to shore; get out. If indeed to another life, there is no want of gods, not even there. But if to a state without sensation, thou wilt cease to be held by pains and pleasures, and to be a slave to the vessel, which is as much inferior as that which serves it is superior: for the one is intelligence and deity; the other is earth and corruption.
Do not waste the remainder of thy life in thoughts about others, when thou dost not refer thy thoughts to some object of common utility. For thou losest the opportunity of doing something else when thou hast such thoughts as these, What is such a person doing, and why, and what is he saying, and what is he thinking of, and what is he contriving, and whatever else of the kind makes us wander away from the observation of our own ruling power. We ought then to check in the series of our thoughts everything that is without a purpose and useless, but most of all the overcurious feeling and the malignant; and a man should use himself to think of those things only about which if one should suddenly ask, What hast thou now in thy thoughts? With perfect openness thou mightest, immediately answer, This or That; so that from thy words it should be plain that everything in thee is simple and benevolent, and such as befits a social animal, and one that cares not for thoughts about pleasure or sensual enjoyments at all, nor has any rivalry or envy and suspicion, or anything else for which thou wouldst blush if thou shouldst say that thou hadst it in thy mind. For the man who is such and no longer delays being among the number of the best, is like a priest and minister of the gods, using too the deity which is planted within him, which makes the man uncontaminated by pleasure, unharmed by any pain, untouched by any insult, feeling no wrong, a fighter in the noblest fight, one who cannot be overpowered by any passion, dyed deep with justice, accepting with all his soul everything which happens and is assigned to him as his portion; and not often, nor yet without great necessity and for the general interest, imagining what another says, or does, or thinks. For it is only what belongs to himself that he makes the matter for his activity; and he constantly thinks of that which is allotted to himself out of the sum total of things, and he makes his own acts fair, and he is persuaded that his own portion is good. For the lot which is assigned to each man is carried along with him and carries him along with it. And he remembers also that every rational animal is his kinsman, and that to care for all men is according to man's nature; and a man should hold on to the opinion not of all, but of those only who confessedly live according to nature. But as to those who live not so, he always bears in mind what kind of men they are both at home and from home, both by night and by day, and what they are, and with what men they live an impure life. Accordingly, he does not value at all the praise which comes from such men, since they are not even satisfied with themselves.
Labour not unwillingly, nor without regard to the common interest, nor without due consideration, nor with distraction; nor let studied ornament set off thy thoughts, and be not either a man of many words, or busy about too many things. And further, let the deity which is in thee be the guardian of a living being, manly and of ripe age, and engaged in matter political, and a Roman, and a ruler, who has taken his post like a man waiting for the signal which summons him from life, and ready to go, having need neither of oath nor of any man's testimony. Be cheerful also, and seek not external help nor the tranquility which others give. A man then must stand erect, not be kept erect by others.
If thou findest in human life anything better than justice, truth, temperance, fortitude, and, in a word, anything better than thy own mind's self-satisfaction in the things which it enables thee to do according to right reason, and in the condition that is assigned to thee without thy own choice; if, I say, thou seest anything better than this, turn to it with all thy soul, and enjoy that which thou hast found to be the best. But if nothing appears to be better than the deity which is planted in thee, which has subjected to itself all thy appetites, and carefully examines all the impressions, and, as Socrates said, has detached itself from the persuasions of sense, and has submitted itself to the gods, and cares for mankind; if thou findest everything else smaller and of less value than this, give place to nothing else, for if thou dost once diverge and incline to it, thou wilt no longer without distraction be able to give the preference to that good thing which is thy proper possession and thy own; for it is not right that anything of any other kind, such as praise from the many, or power, or enjoyment of pleasure, should come into competition with that which is rationally and politically or practically good. All these things, even though they may seem to adapt themselves to the better things in a small degree, obtain the superiority all at once, and carry us away. But do thou, I say, simply and freely choose the better, and hold to it.—But that which is useful is the better.—Well then, if it is useful to thee as a rational being, keep to it; but if it is only useful to thee as an animal, say so, and maintain thy judgement without arrogance: only take care that thou makest the inquiry by a sure method.
Never value anything as profitable to thyself which shall compel thee to break thy promise, to lose thy self-respect, to hate any man, to suspect, to curse, to act the hypocrite, to desire anything which needs walls and curtains: for he who has preferred to everything intelligence and daemon and the worship of its excellence, acts no tragic part, does not groan, will not need either solitude or much company; and, what is chief of all, he will live without either pursuing or flying from death; but whether for a longer or a shorter time he shall have the soul enclosed in the body, he cares not at all: for even if he must depart immediately, he will go as readily as if he were going to do anything else which can be done with decency and order; taking care of this only all through life, that his thoughts turn not away from anything which belongs to an intelligent animal and a member of a civil community.
In the mind of one who is chastened and purified thou wilt find no corrupt matter, nor impurity, nor any sore skinned over. Nor is his life incomplete when fate overtakes him, as one may say of an actor who leaves the stage before ending and finishing the play. Besides, there is in him nothing servile, nor affected, nor too closely bound to other things, nor yet detached from other things, nothing worthy of blame, nothing which seeks a hiding-place.
Reverence the faculty which produces opinion. On this faculty it entirely depends whether there shall exist in thy ruling part any opinion inconsistent with nature and the constitution of the rational animal. And this faculty promises freedom from hasty judgement, and friendship towards men, and obedience to the gods.
Throwing away then all things, hold to these only which are few; and besides bear in mind that every man lives only this present time, which is an indivisible point, and that all the rest of his life is either past or it is uncertain. Short then is the time which every man lives, and small the nook of the earth where he lives; and short too the longest posthumous fame, and even this only continued by a succession of poor human beings, who will very soon die, and who know not even themselves, much less him who died long ago.
To the aids which have been mentioned let this one still be added:—Make for thyself a definition or description of the thing which is presented to thee, so as to see distinctly what kind of a thing it is in its substance, in its nudity, in its complete entirety, and tell thyself its proper name, and the names of the things of which it has been compounded, and into which it will be resolved. For nothing is so productive of elevation of mind as to be able to examine methodically and truly every object which is presented to thee in life, and always to look at things so as to see at the same time what kind of universe this is, and what kind of use everything performs in it, and what value everything has with reference to the whole, and what with reference to man, who is a citizen of the highest city, of which all other cities are like families; what each thing is, and of what it is composed, and how long it is the nature of this thing to endure which now makes an impression on me, and what virtue I have need of with respect to it, such as gentleness, manliness, truth, fidelity, simplicity, contentment, and the rest. Wherefore, on every occasion a man should say: this comes from God; and this is according to the apportionment and spinning of the thread of destiny, and suchlike coincidence and chance; and this is from one of the same stock, and a kinsman and partner, one who knows not however what is according to his nature. But I know; for this reason I behave towards him according to the natural law of fellowship with benevolence and justice. At the same time however in things indifferent I attempt to ascertain the value of each.
If thou workest at that which is before thee, following right reason seriously, vigorously, calmly, without allowing anything else to distract thee, but keeping thy divine part pure, as if thou shouldst be bound to give it back immediately; if thou holdest to this, expecting nothing, fearing nothing, but satisfied with thy present activity according to nature, and with heroic truth in every word and sound which thou utterest, thou wilt live happy. And there is no man who is able to prevent this.
As physicians have always their instruments and knives ready for cases which suddenly require their skill, so do thou have principles ready for the understanding of things divine and human, and for doing everything, even the smallest, with a recollection of the bond which unites the divine and human to one another. For neither wilt thou do anything well which pertains to man without at the same time having a reference to things divine; nor the contrary.
No longer wander at hazard; for neither wilt thou read thy own memoirs, nor the acts of the ancient Romans and Hellenes, and the selections from books which thou wast reserving for thy old age. Hasten then to the end which thou hast before thee, and throwing away idle hopes, come to thy own aid, if thou carest at all for thyself, while it is in thy power.
They know not how many things are signified by the words stealing, sowing, buying, keeping quiet, seeing what ought to be done; for this is not effected by the eyes, but by another kind of vision.
Body, soul, intelligence: to the body belong sensations, to the soul appetites, to the intelligence principles. To receive the impressions of forms by means of appearances belongs even to animals; to be pulled by the strings of desire belongs both to wild beasts and to men who have made themselves into women, and to a Phalaris and a Nero: and to have the intelligence that guides to the things which appear suitable belongs also to those who do not believe in the gods, and who betray their country, and do their impure deeds when they have shut the doors. If then everything else is common to all that I have mentioned, there remains that which is peculiar to the good man, to be pleased and content with what happens, and with the thread which is spun for him; and not to defile the divinity which is planted in his breast, nor disturb it by a crowd of images, but to preserve it tranquil, following it obediently as a god, neither saying anything contrary to the truth, nor doing anything contrary to justice. And if all men refuse to believe that he lives a simple, modest, and contented life, he is neither angry with any of them, nor does he deviate from the way which leads to the end of life, to which a man ought to come pure, tranquil, ready to depart, and without any compulsion perfectly reconciled to his lot.
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Unit 01
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We ought to consider not only that our life is daily wasting away and a smaller part of it remains, but also this: that even if we live longer, it is uncertain whether the understanding will still be equal to the comprehension of things—whether it will still hold the power of contemplation that strives to know the divine and the human. For if a man begins to lose his mind, perspiration and nutrition and imagination and appetite will not fail; but the power of making full use of himself, of measuring accurately what duty requires, of analysing appearances clearly, of judging whether it is time to depart from life—everything that absolutely requires a disciplined reason—all this is extinguished first. We must hurry, then, not only because we are daily nearer to death, but also because the capacity to understand things and attend to them gives out before we do.
Unit 02
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We should also observe that even the things that follow as byproducts of natural processes contain something pleasing and attractive. When bread is baked, for instance, parts of the surface crack open, and these splits—running contrary to the baker's intention—are beautiful in their own way and stir the appetite. Ripe figs gape open; in ripe olives the very nearness to rottenness adds a peculiar beauty to the fruit. Ears of corn bending down, the lion's brow, foam from the mouth of wild boars, and many other things like them—if examined one by one they are far from beautiful, yet because they follow from what nature produces they help to adorn it and please the mind. So if a man has feeling and deeper insight into the things the universe produces, hardly anything that follows as a natural consequence will fail to give him a kind of pleasure. He will see the real gaping jaws of wild beasts with no less delight than their painted and sculpted imitations; in an old woman or an old man he will see a certain ripeness and dignity; and the beauty of the young he will be able to look on with chaste eyes. Many such things will present themselves—not to everyone, but only to one who has become truly familiar with nature and her works.
Unit 03
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Hippocrates cured many diseases, then fell sick and died. The Chaldean astrologers foretold the deaths of many, and then fate caught them too. Alexander, Pompey, and Julius Caesar, who so often destroyed whole cities and cut down tens of thousands of cavalry and infantry in battle, themselves at last departed from life. Heraclitus, after all his speculations on the conflagration of the universe, filled with water internally and died smeared in mud. Lice destroyed Democritus; other lice killed Socrates. What does all this mean? You have embarked, you have made the voyage, you have reached shore—get out. If it is to another life, there is no shortage of gods even there. If it is to a state without sensation, you will cease to be held by pains and pleasures and to serve a vessel as much inferior as that which it serves is superior: for the one is intelligence and divinity; the other is earth and decay.
Unit 04
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Do not waste the remainder of your life in thoughts about others, when those thoughts serve no common purpose. You lose the chance to do something else when you think, "What is that person doing, and why, and what is he saying, and what is he thinking, and what is he scheming?"—and whatever else of the kind draws you away from attending to your own ruling faculty. Check, then, in the sequence of your thoughts, everything purposeless and useless, but above all idle curiosity and malice. Train yourself to think only of things about which, if someone suddenly asked, "What is in your mind right now?" you could answer openly, "This or that," and it would be plain from your words that everything in you is simple and benevolent—worthy of a social being who has no room for thoughts of pleasure, rivalry, envy, suspicion, or anything you would blush to admit. For the man who is such, and who no longer puts off being among the best, is like a priest and servant of the gods, making use also of the divinity planted within him—which keeps him uncontaminated by pleasure, unharmed by any pain, untouched by insult, feeling no wrong; a fighter in the noblest fight, one whom no passion can overpower; dyed deep with justice; accepting with his whole soul everything that happens and is assigned to him as his portion; and only rarely, and never without great necessity and for the common good, imagining what another says, does, or thinks. For he makes only what belongs to himself the matter of his work, and thinks constantly of the lot assigned to him out of the whole, making his own acts fair, convinced that his own portion is good. For the lot assigned to each man is carried along with him and carries him along with it. He remembers also that every rational being is his kinsman, and that to care for all is according to human nature; and he holds not to the opinion of all, but only of those who live in conscious accord with nature. As for those who do not live so, he keeps in mind what kind of men they are at home and abroad, by night and by day, and in what company they live. Accordingly, he does not value praise from such men, since they are not even satisfied with themselves.
Unit 05
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Do not work unwillingly, nor without regard for the common good, nor without due thought, nor with distraction. Do not let ornament dress up your thinking, and do not be either a man of many words or busy about too many things. Let the divinity within you be the guardian of a living being—mature, engaged in public affairs, a Roman, a ruler—who has taken his post like a man awaiting the signal to depart from life, ready to go, needing neither oath nor any man's testimony. Be cheerful too, and do not seek outside help or the tranquillity that others provide. A man must stand upright, not be held upright by others.
Unit 06
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If you find in human life anything better than justice, truth, temperance, and fortitude—in a word, anything better than your own mind's satisfaction in the things it enables you to do according to right reason, and in the condition assigned to you without your choosing—if, I say, you see anything better than this, turn to it with all your soul and enjoy what you have found to be best. But if nothing appears better than the divinity planted in you, which has mastered all your appetites, examines every impression carefully, has—as Socrates said—detached itself from the persuasions of sense, submitted itself to the gods, and cares for mankind: if you find everything else smaller and less valuable than this, give way to nothing else. For if you once turn aside and lean toward it, you will no longer be able without distraction to give preference to that good which is properly and truly your own. It is not right that anything of another kind—praise from the crowd, power, or the enjoyment of pleasure—should compete with what is rationally and practically good. All these things, even if they seem for a moment to fit with the better things, quickly gain the upper hand and carry us away. Simply and freely choose the better, and hold to it.—But the useful is the better.—Well then, if it is useful to you as a rational being, keep to it; but if it is useful only to you as an animal, say so, and maintain your judgement without arrogance. Only take care that you make the inquiry by a sure method.
Unit 07
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Never value anything as profitable that would compel you to break a promise, lose your self-respect, hate anyone, suspect, curse, act the hypocrite, or desire anything that needs walls and curtains. For the man who has preferred, above everything, intelligence and the divinity within him and the service of its excellence, acts no tragic part, does not groan, and will need neither solitude nor crowds. Above all, he will live without either chasing or fleeing death; whether for a longer or shorter time his soul is enclosed in the body, he does not care at all. Even if he must leave at once, he will go as readily as if he were about to do anything else that can be done with decency and order—attending, throughout his whole life, to this alone: that his thoughts never turn away from what belongs to an intelligent being and a member of a civil community.
Unit 08
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In the mind of one who is disciplined and purified you will find no corrupt matter, no impurity, no wound merely skinned over. Nor is his life incomplete when fate overtakes him, as one might say of an actor who leaves the stage before the play is finished. Besides, there is in him nothing servile, nothing affected, nothing too tightly bound to other things nor yet detached from them; nothing blameworthy, nothing that seeks a hiding place.
Unit 09
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Revere the faculty that produces opinion. On this faculty it entirely depends whether any opinion inconsistent with nature and the constitution of a rational being shall exist in your ruling part. This faculty promises freedom from hasty judgement, friendship toward others, and obedience to the gods.
Unit 10
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Throw away everything else and hold to these few things. And bear in mind besides that every man lives only this present moment, which is an indivisible point, and that all the rest of his life is either past or uncertain. Short is the time each man lives, and small the corner of the earth where he lives; and short too is the longest fame after death—and even that sustained only by a succession of poor human beings who will very soon die themselves, and who do not know even themselves, much less a man who died long ago.
Unit 11
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To the aids already mentioned, add this one: make for yourself a definition or description of whatever is presented to you, so as to see distinctly what it is in its substance, stripped bare, in its complete entirety. Tell yourself its proper name and the names of the things from which it is composed and into which it will be resolved. For nothing so elevates the mind as the ability to examine methodically and truly every object that presents itself in life, and always to look at things so as to see at the same time what kind of universe this is, what use each thing performs in it, and what value it has with reference to the whole and with reference to man—who is a citizen of the highest city, of which all other cities are like households. Ask what each thing is, what it is made of, how long it is in the nature of this thing to last which now makes an impression on me, and what virtue I need for it—gentleness, courage, truth, fidelity, simplicity, contentment, and the rest. On every occasion, therefore, a man should say: this comes from God; this according to the thread of destiny and its spinning, and similar coincidence and chance; and this from one of the same stock, a kinsman and partner, though one who does not know what accords with his nature. But I know; therefore I treat him according to the natural law of fellowship, with goodwill and justice. At the same time, in things indifferent, I try to judge each at its true value.
Unit 12
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If you work at what is before you, following right reason seriously, vigorously, and calmly, allowing nothing else to distract you, but keeping your divine part pure as if you might be required to give it back at any moment; if you hold to this, expecting nothing, fearing nothing, but satisfied with your present activity according to nature, and with heroic truthfulness in every word and sound you utter, you will live well. And there is no man who can prevent this.
Unit 13
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As physicians always have their instruments and knives ready for cases that suddenly require their skill, so keep your principles ready for the understanding of things divine and human, and for doing everything, even the smallest thing, with awareness of the bond that unites the divine and the human to one another. For you will do nothing well that pertains to man without at the same time referring it to the divine, nor the reverse.
Unit 14
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Wander at hazard no longer; for you will never read your own notebooks, nor the histories of the ancient Romans and Greeks, nor the selections from books you were saving for old age. Press on, then, toward the end that lies before you, and, throwing away idle hopes, come to your own aid, if you care for yourself at all, while it is still in your power.
Unit 15
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People do not understand how many things are meant by the words stealing, sowing, buying, keeping quiet, seeing what ought to be done; for this last is accomplished not by the eyes but by another kind of vision.
Unit 16
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Body, soul, intelligence: to the body belong sensations, to the soul appetites, to the intelligence principles. To receive impressions of forms through appearances belongs even to animals; to be pulled by the strings of desire belongs to wild beasts, to men who have unmade themselves, and to a Phalaris or a Nero. To have intelligence that guides one toward what appears suitable belongs also to those who do not believe in the gods, who betray their country, and who do their foul deeds behind closed doors. If, then, everything else is shared with all these, what remains as peculiar to the good man is this: to be pleased and content with what happens and with the thread spun for him; not to defile the divinity planted in his breast or disturb it with a crowd of impressions, but to preserve it in tranquillity, following it obediently as a god, saying nothing contrary to truth, doing nothing contrary to justice. And if all men refuse to believe that he lives a simple, modest, and contented life, he is neither angry with any of them nor drawn from the way that leads to the end of life, toward which a man ought to come pure, tranquil, ready to depart, and without any compulsion perfectly reconciled to his lot.
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Use the mind while it is intact
Book III sharpens the pressure of time. The danger is not only death at the end of life, but the prior dimming of clarity, judgement, and seriousness. Marcus writes as if the mind must be spent before it decays.
Attention is already ethics
The book keeps returning to watchfulness over thought: no idle curiosity, no inward dirt, no unexamined impression. This is not fastidiousness. For Marcus, the quality of attention already determines the quality of action, because conduct is only thought extended into the world.
Ripeness rather than duration
One of the book's most beautiful movements is its willingness to see beauty in process, ripening, and decay. That same willingness governs its view of life as a whole. Completion depends on readiness and inward order, not on the length of the interval before one departs.